YSO for Yoon Seol
CWY for Choi Woo Young

YSO : Choi Woo Young, haven't you ever been hurt?
Maybe you don't know because you're always on the other side?

CWY : What's wrong with this woman?

YSO : This person is a man who's just been left.
Haven't you ever wanted to die because of a woman?

CWY : I haven't.

YSO : You haven't?

CWY : I haven't.

YSO : Then let me tell you how it feels.
Not being able to sleep or eat are just the obvious basics.
Falling asleep and waking up are hell too.
Because you can't figure out how you and the person you love are to become strangers.
You can't even complain to other people.
Because they may badmouth him.
So, you cry alone.
It's ended, you've broken up,
but only the memories of love come to mind.
But, the more you do that,the longer it takes to erase those memories.
So to a person who's been left,
365 days are spent in the process of breaking up.
But the thing that really hurts,
is the other person doesn't even seem to be thinking of you.
It feels like it's just you that can't let go.
That person seems to have forgotten all about you and is just happy.
All you want to do is die,
but you can't die either.
Because you might never... see that person again.
It's like that.
The feeling... when you break up.
So, the reason you're grabbing that woman,
what it is you're feeling,
how desperate you are,
do you get it now?

dear Yoon Seol , thank you for explain it clearly.

*right in the feels*

What I want to do most when I go abroad is going to its market , and buy something unique there . just like Indomart and Alfamart in Indonesia , each country has that kind of things rite ?

On my last trip , China, I visited some mini market there , and found this little cute things . keke ~ I just want to share it to you all .

First , kinds of minute maid pulpy ! In Indonesia , there's only .. 3 ? Or maybe 4 flavor . And I found the rest here !

Minute Maid with red grape flavor . honestly , it's the best flavor of minute maid . The pulpy is pieces of aloe vera .

Minute Maid with green grape flavor (I'm not sure actually . I can't read the words , no English) And the pulpy is pieces of aloe vera as well, hihi .

Minute Maid with apple flavor . Just like ordinary apple juice . The pulpy is aloe vera too .

Minute Maid with 10 kind of vegetables. Anddd ~ I don't like it AT ALL. I only drank it like one sip or two, and then I left it on my hotel room's mini bar. Some people will love it, I think. But sorry I don't . I'm not sure but I think there's no pulpy inside .

Aandd kinds of Lays . hahaha .

lays with kyushu seaweed flavor .just like seaweed flavor (the dark green pack) but it's taste better ! :) love it more .

swiss cheese flavor . no comment .the best !

um this one is little bit .. hah . I don't know . I was little bit surprised when I saw this in the mini mart . seaweed and cheese is familiar , but cucumber ? hahahaa . and the taste for me was .. quite weird . blah blah . syeba said "it's delicious , i don't feel weird .." but for me , this is the strangest taste I ever try . seriously .

I also bought this . keke ~ pocky banana ice cream and um .. some kind of milk biscuit < i don't know the name but it's delicious ! :)

this is the mineral water . 5 yuan for this . it means 7500 rupiah in indonesia (IDR) okay , it's little bit expensive . but my tour friend bought another mineral water with 10 yuan (15000 IDR) and there's even 20 yuan for a bottle of mineral water . howooo ~

Umm .. I think that's all I found . the burger in KFC Hongkong is great too . much better than Indonesia's . but I didn't take photos of it . I was in hurry that time , so I just ate that properly . hihi .

aahh and this . anything is written by Chinese . this is the cola , when we had dinner at restaurant .

okay , that's all . this is the bonus . haha . you can't find this in indonesia too ! hahahahha . how funny . I took it from the bus .

see you in my next post guys ! :)
greet from my lil bro and sis , alden aubrey :D haha .

I don't know how , but suddenly I miss A Walk To Remember movie today !
Is there anyone who don't know about this movie? I think nope.

I don't have the movie in my computer so I looked for the quote of the movie and watched some sweet scenes on Youtube .

And.. I just found some quotes . Not based on the movie , but on its book . And the quotes are too great to be read only . So I decide to publish them in my blog :)

Here it is , ome of my favorite quotes of A Walk To Remember .

“Love is like the wind, you can't see it but you can feel it.”
― Nicholas Sparks, A Walk to Remember

“Love is always patient and kind. It is never jealous. Loves is never boastful or conceited. It is never rude or selfish. It dose not take offense and is not resentful. Love take no pleasure in others people's sins, but delights in the truth. It is always ready to excuse, to trust, to hope, and to endure whatever comes.”
― Nicholas Sparks, A Walk to Remember

“I dont think that we're meant to understand it all the time. I think that sometimes we just have to have faith.”
― Nicholas Sparks, A Walk to Remember

“Landon: I'm sorry she never got her miracle. Hegbert: She did get her miracle, Landon. Her miracle was you.”
― Nicholas Sparks, A Walk to Remember

“Jamie: You know what I figured out today? Landon: What? Jamie: Maybe God has a bigger plan for me than I had for myself. Like this journey never ends. Like you were sent to me because I'm sick. To help me through all this. You're my angel.”
― Nicholas Sparks, A Walk to Remember

“I know the Lord has a plan for us all, but sometimes, I just don't understand what the message can be.”
― Nicholas Sparks, A Walk to Remember
(this one is my most favorite !)

“You're a wonderful person, Jamie. You're beautiful, you're kind, you're gentle...you're everything that I'd like to be. If people don't like you, or they think you're strange, then that's their problem.”
― Nicholas Sparks, A Walk to Remember

“There are moments when I wish I could roll back the clock and take all the sadness away, but I have the feeling that if I did, the joy would be gone as well.”
― Nicholas Sparks, A Walk to Remember

“Dean: If there is a greater power, why is it he can't get you a new sweater? Jamie: Because, he's too busy looking for your brain.”
― Nicholas Sparks, A Walk to Remember

((((LOL !!)))

“Do you love me?' I asked her.
She smiled. 'Yes.'
'Do you want me to be happy?' as I asked her this I felt my heart beginning to race.
'Of course I do.'
'Will you do something for me then?'
She looked away, sadness crossing her features.
'I don't know if I can anymore.' she said.
'but if you could, would you?'
I cannot adequately describe the intensity of what I was feeling at that moment.
Love, anger, sadness, hope, and fear, whirling together sharpened by the nervousness I was feeling.
Jamie looked at me curiously and my breaths became shallower. Suddenly I knew that I'd never felt as strongly for another person as I did at that moment. As I returned her gaze, this simple realization made me wish for the millionth time that I could make all this go away. Had it been possible, I would have traded my life for hers. I wanted to tell her my thoughts, but the sound of her voice suddenly silenced the emotions inside me.
'yes' she finally said, her voice weak yet somehow still full of promise.
'I would.'
Finally getting control of myself I kissed her again, then brought my hand to her face, gently running my fingers over her cheek. I marveled at the softness of her skin, the gentleness I saw in her eyes. even now she was perfect. My throat began to tighten again, but as I said, I knew what I had to do. Since I had to accept that it was not within my power to cure her, what I wanted to do was give her something that she'd wanted. It was what my heart had been telling me to do all along.
Jamie, I understood then, had already given me the answer I'd been searching for, the answer my heart needed to find. She'd told me outside Mr. Jenkins office, the night we'd asked him about doing the play. I smiled softly, and she returned my affection with a slight squeeze of my hand, as if trusting me in what I was about to do. Encouraged, I leaned closer and took a deep breath. When I exhaled, these were the words that flowed with my breath.


'Will you marry me?”

― Nicholas Sparks, A Walk to Remember

“It was, I remembered thinking, the most difficult walk anyone ever had to make. In every way, a walk to remember.”
― Nicholas Sparks, A Walk to Remember



Well , I think that's all . Amazing, isn't it ?
See ya in my next post !

my final exam finally finished !!

what we gonna do then ? I promised that I'll post another stories after this exam done , haha .

I have um .. about 2 months of holiday before the next semester start (yea, finally I got my holiday!) June was a super month for me . this is because my MINI CHINA trip a few weeks ago . um .. I was not in a holiday like my cousins . it was still my school days . and I had a lot of assignments which waiting to be done . lemme repeat it for you ,A LOT . in architecture , we don't need to study hard . you just .. must have a superheroe's stamina . hahahhaha . your days fill with assignment , assignment , and assignment . draw , draw and draw . that's why before I went to China , I had to work harder than anyone else . I absent for almost 2 weeks maaaaann . how much assignments I left ?

I tried to do assigments as much as I could . as soon as possible . I felt like wonder woman , woah (okay , I'm lying , haha)

there was a lot of assignments actually , but I didn't have much time . so finally I fly to Jakarta and decided , okay , for this 12 days , let's take a rest for a bit . forget about the assignments .

you know what guys ? sometimes you have to get out from your stressing daily activity for a bit . forget it all , just a bit . when you're back , you will feel .. um .. new spirit fill your body up . believe me . stop stressing yourself about everything . sometimes you just need some rest . that's what I just felt .

I was so happy until my last day , haha . but at least I wa ready for face it all that time . just like what I just said , it's like new spirit fill you up . fill your brain and your body up . I'm ready for work hard again .

sunday , my flight is about 3 pm from hongkong . arrived singapore about 7 pm . and then flight from singapore about 10 pm and arrived jakarta at 11 pm . I arrived at my house (jakarta) at 00.00 guys . and I just slept around 1 am . monday morning (afternoon maybe ? around 10 am), my flight from jakarta , and arrived malang around 1 pm . from the airport I went to campus for exam . until 5 pm . then I went home , studied for my next exam on the next day .

see ?

can you imagine how tired and busy I was ? that's why I say , June is SUPER for me . but at least I'm happy . it's new experience . amazing experience !

and .. ah , it's a sad part . when I just arrived in Jakarta , I got news that mam Erny , my english teacher in highschool passed away because of cancer ._. and when I was at shenzhen (maybe) I got news that one of my friend (but he much older than me ) in church passed away too , and because of cancer too :( breast cancer :"( it's sad , I wasn't in Malang that time .

June , a month that fill with tears , laughs , smiles , fears , and many else . my June was suuuppppeerrr !

I think that's all . at the first I just want to post some sentences , about one paragraph only . but I don't know either it become long post like this . hahahha . when I'm writing , I can't stop , hahahaha .

okay , i don't want this post become longer , haha . see ya in my next post !

love , atalia .

(posting ini dibuat untuk memnuhi tugas akhir TIK semester 2)

di semester dua ini, kami mulai mengenal kuliah yang disebut-sebut sebagai mata kuliah terberat , tersulit , terutama , dan ter- ter- yang lain lah . Perancangan Arsitektur . Jika kita gagal di mata kuliah ini , sudah dipastikan kuliah akan molor setahun *_* karena itulah Perancangan Arsitektur ini sangat amat amat penting buat mahasiswa atsitektur . apapun untuknya deh .

semester 2 , Perancangan Arsitektur 1 , kami disuruh untuk merancang sebuah counter pembayaran listrik, air, telepon, dsb . dan inilah rancangan saya :

DENAH

tidak ada yang spesial mengenai denah, ada ruang tunggu , loket, dan kamar mandi kecil . ya , seperti hal nya counter pembayatan pada umumnya . lahannya pun juga terbatas , jadi agak sulit untuk menambahkan ruangan" lain.

TAMPAK DEPAN DAN TAMPAK SAMPING

sebenarnya rancangan awal saya bukan seperti ini , namun karena acc bebrapa kali, jadilah bangunan yang seperti ini. karena ini adalah counter pembayaran listrik dan air , bangunannya pun harus menunjukkan bahwa ini adalah counter pembayaran listrik dan air. jadilah bangunannya seperti ini , ada lambang listrik (petir berwarna kuning) dan lambang air (bulatan air di bagian atap)

POTONGAN A-A

disini sedikit terlihat interior ruangannya . di bagian belakang counter pembayaran ada ornamen batu" alam, berikut petugas dan orang yang sedang membayar . ada juga orang ya sedang memasuki kamar mandi . bagian favorit saya adalah rak buku yang bentuknya kotak kotak itu . benar" unik .

PORONGAN B-B

disini terlihat ruang tunggu dan loket pembayarannya juga . terlihat ada petugas yang duduk menunggu orang yang akan membayar. yang paling saya suka dari potongan ini adalah bentuk kursi tunggu yang lucu dan unik . meja nya pun unik , hanya saja kurang terlihat detail nya .

SITE PLAN

ini adalah gambar bangunan dilihat dari atas . terlihat bangunan saya terletak di ujung sebuah pertigaan , dan atap saya dirancang dengan menggunakan dak beton .

LAYOUT PLAN

berikut adalah layout plan , bangunan dilihat dari atas, namun terlihat bagian dalam bangunan juga . dapat dilihat dari gambar, disebelah kiri bangunan saya terdapat panti asuhan , disebelah kanan dan belakang rumah saya terdapat hunian/ rumah warga. sedangkan di bagian depan bangunan terdapat sebuah sekolah .

DETAIL INTERIOR 1

dari detail interior ini dapat dilihat ruangan loket pembayaran dilihat dari sisi luar , pintu kamar mandi , dan orang yang sedang membayar di loket . disini juga lebih terlihat ornamen batu alam yang tidak rata , namun juga sedikit naik-turun. rak buku yang unik pun sudah terlihat lebih jelas disini .

DETAIL INTERIOR 2

kalau detail interior 1 tadi lebih memperlihatkan loket , detail interior kedua lebih menunjukkan ruang tunggu nya . terlihat ada banyak kursi" berikut mejanya dan ada orang yang sedang duduk menunggu pembayaran.

DETAIL ARSITEKTUR

kalau ini adalah detail arsitektur , bagian" pada bangunan yang mempunyai nilai seni/ arsitektur . rancangan bangunan saya tidak terlalu banyak yang memiliki detail arsitektur pada bentuk bangunannya . namun lebih banyak pada desain interior nya , jadilah saya menggambar perabot" yang menurut saya unik . PRESPEKTIF MATA BURUNG

ini adalah gambar yang terakhir , prespektif mata burung . bentuk bangunan kita secara keseluruhan dari pandangan mata burung (dari atas) .

hoah , benar" perjuangan memenyelesaikan tugas perancangan arsitektur ini . padahal baru PA1 , bagaimana kalau sudah PA5 ? *_*

tapi sungguh lega akhirnya tugas ini bisa selesai juga , yey . Puji Tuhan sekali lah pokok nya . semester depan , lebih berat , harus lebih kerja keras !